Bad Days...

Have you ever had one of those really bad days?  Or one of those okay days, that went horribly wrong?  Thursday was like that. 
I'll be honest, I kind of like school.  I like it when I understand what is going on.  I like it when I like what we are doing, too.  But I missed Pre-calculus because of a Psychology exam (there is a LOT of hate right there.  >:( ).  But I had learned how to do graphing inequalities before, so I figured I could do it.  Only, when I got to the homework I realized I wasn't sure how to shade, I looked in the examples in my book and it was unclear, so I just jumped in with what I thought I knew.  Not smart.  I ended up in tears redrawing the same graph six times.  And then I threw my book across the room.  I was kind of freaked out that it took that little of frustration to make me so angry.  The stress of other things (like a Bible project and a short story that I have to write... in which I detest every character) have been getting to me lately... The Bible project is now over (Hypostatic Union, I am so glad that Jesus was fully God and fully man, but I am SICK of researching it and teaching people about you.), but the short story is due next week.  Not too bad, right?  It would be if I didn't suck at writing long fiction. 
Page long descriptions of a moment or conversation are okay, but ten pages of a story that makes sense?  No way.  (Why did I take Creative Writing?)  After a page I hate my characters, my writing style, and the way I make my k's.  I think my main character is too proud or just plain dumb.  I feel like my description sounds dumb.  Am I being too critical of myself?  Sharing my work is hard.  I hate when people pick it apart and point out grammatical flaws (like little ones.  I like it when someone fixes a big mistake!) and argue with me over my word choice.  I leave some sentences without description for REASONS!  What ever happened to leaving out some things for suspense? 

I have four journal entries and at least two pages of my story to write tonight.  This is awesome.  /endsarcasm

So, to sum up:
- Crying over Pre-calculus homework is lame.
- Short stories are lame, too.